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Every time I ride the bus I always get dizzy.

Not becuase I am a wuzz and motion sickness is my kryptonite, I mean It still is— I just get overwhelmed about the idea of feeling like I am small— small sitting in a seat with strangers which has a life as complex as any other. The time I realized that, I froze. The world is big and yet I spent most of my time rotting away at home. I want to travel more, but circumstances in my life prevents that.

Unironically my youtube feed is filled by people that— for what is worth to me, living the life. I think I have travelled almost the seven continents, from a point of view of someone, from their camera, trough my screen. Definitely a 1:1 experince, so immersive.

You need to see this for yourself and experince it to see how amazing this place is - a youtuber

You think?! I wish I was you, travelling while getting paid at the same time. If that place you think is paradise, your lifestyle is my paradise.

I am not SALTY, definetly not.... FINE, I am envious. Though I am lucky that I have friends that push me and made me realize the dichotomy that I have. You want to see the world yet you are scared to go out?

Yeah, yeah get your pitchforks and burn me alive, I get dizzy riding the bus okay?!

Ridding the bus and looking at the window makes me sick, not becuase of the motions of moving objects flashing trough my eyes. It's the gradeur of things I see trough the window that makes me feel little and the fact that It looks like I am not moving, not as great as those views. It amazes me that there are things as you get far from it still retain its giant feeling. Everytime I ride the bus Mt. Mayon makes me feel those things, how can something that big and beautiful posses that intimidating feeling.

First time that happend to me, as far as I recall. I can barely move, stunned of the beauty and the feeling of inferior. You can't help but ask, "am I small or is it just bigger?". As much I know the answer to it I can't do anything, I am stunned.

You know what is the best thing I realized to avoid getting motion sickness? Sleep, sleeping lets you take your mind out of the worry of the of you might puke, and might embarrass yourself. It's also the closest thing we have to time travel, pretty cool right? And last thing you know you'll wake up and realize, you've reach your destination without the worry whether you'll embrassed yourself or not.

This is not about riding the bus.